I want to die.

So a neighbor had an illness of some sort. I have no idea what the difference between a flu and virus is or whatever other names there are but Reed got it, Abby now has it, and so do I apparently. I'm not sure if I should have eaten more today or not. Totally forgot breakfast(we got up and were out early), ate an apple which isn't that filling, shared curly fries with Abby, went out to lunch at a crap mexican restaurant, came home and didn't eat for a while. I was hungry but ignored it and it went away. I don't know if I just got used to it or what. And then we watched a movie, I ate two pieces of fiber bread because I knew I had to eat something soon because I was getting almost dizzy. By the way, fiber bread tastes like crap. I never minded it before. It wasn't good but I didn't care then. All of a sudden I do now. It's weird. And then my body acknowledges that it's starving and makes me eat two more slices even though I freakin' hate it. I didn't know what else to eat and it was easy to get so.....>.<
So now I don't know what I feel. Half of my stomach says, "I'm starving, why aren't you feeding me?!" while the other half says, "OH NO, I'm so stuffed I'm about to explode." So I have literally NO FRIKKIN IDEA. I'm also really dizzy now and am not sure if it's from the hunger or just the whole 'being sick' thing. I need a bowl. Gah, I feel like digging a hole, getting in, and dying.